You will never get the apology you want.
It’s not that he is incapable of crafting
such a thing.
He can utter a handful of heartfelt phrases;
you fall for them
because your words carry weight, and
you expect his to be true.
He will never be
what you wish for him:
gentle, kind, understanding.
He is blinded by his own rage
and suffering.
Cast out the dreams of what could be,
and allow him to withdraw from
your thoughts.
He no longer deserves a place
in your mind, nor in your heart.
These places are sacred,
and he is a wolf, slavering
at your pity, playing on
compassion, pursuing you,
only as his prey.
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